Gran Matador. Ube Cakes. Adobong Paksiw. Nilagang Pochero. Lambanog. Heineken. Chickenjoy. Dimsum.

Kung tutuusin, hindi ko naman talaga dapat intindihin ang bagay na ito. Kasi, kung sa akin lang naman ay sagrado ito at hindi dapat magmadali sa pagdedsisyon. Kasi (para sa akin) ang taong nararapat sa akin ay dadating. Oo, naniniwala ako dun. Hahayaan ko muna na mamuhay ng matiwasay bilang isang taong single.

Pero hindi naman ako tanga. Naghahanap din naman ako. HOY! Hindi ko kinakain yung mga sinabi ko. Wag ka ngang magpakaplastik! Ikaw rin naman, ano? Lahat tayo ay ganun. Kung sino man ang nagsasabing hindi siya ganun? HUWAW!!! Repapips... Ilublob kaya kita sa drum?

Sa panahong ito, marami ang taong tipong "nagkakamali" o kaya'y nagpapadalus-dalos sa pagsasabi ng "OO" o "HINDI" sa isang taong nanliligaw, humahanga, o nagmamahal.

Ngunit aking napag-isip-isip na may tamang uri ng pagkakamali. May isang taong mapaglaaanan mo ng sarili mo, hindi lang sa mga mabubuti mong katangian. Kung mahal ka niya ay tatanggapin niya kahit ang iyong mga masasamang katangian. And, of course, vice versa. Kumbaga ay kasama yun sa package dun sa nabili mong combo meal (Hehe.) It's not always rainbows and butterflies. Ano kayo? SIRA?

Hindi ko na alam kung dapat ko ba intindihin ang isang taong hunihingi ng payo, o nagtatanong kung ano ang dapat gawin kung nagkatampuhan, nag-away, o nag-break. Pero bakit nga ba naman hindi? Dapat lang naman ako makinig. Kailangan din naman nila ng outlet para sa kanilang mga nararamdaman. Wala sa akin yun.

Ganyan talaga ang magkakaibigan. In return, makikinig din naman sila sa'yo kapag ikaw naman ang nangailangan. Lahat naman tayo ay nangangailangan ng ganun. Oo, nandun yung ideya na... ang galing mong magpayo, pero sa sarili mo, hindi mo magawa kapag ikaw na ang nasa situwasyon niya. E, ano ngayon?

Alam mo ba... Yung mga taong hindi mo aasahang magiging sila... ay... nagiging sila! Yun bang mga tipong ayaw mong sila ang magkapares... ay... sila ang nagkakapares!

Ang tanga naman ng tanong ko. Siyempre! Alam mo! Hehe. Ewan ko ba, ewan ko na... Pag nagka-problema, wala na...

Dapat ba talagang tawaging isang pagkakamali ang isang pagkakamali? Ewan ko ba. Sabi nga nila, kapag umiibig ka, walang utak-utak! Puso ang iiral! Yun nga lang, alam naman nating MALI yun.

Ingat-ingat na lang. Wala mang perpekto sa pag-ibig, marami namang paraan para ito'y magtagal.

ALAK PA NgA...

B L I N D . . .

Thank you so much. You're remarkable... unbelievable.

It's been a while since I cried because I'm happy . Well, this morning, I did just that... because of you.

Yaky and I talked about the JOHARI window.



The second box (upper right) is called a blind spot. It's information of which the participant is not aware, but others are, and they can decide whether and how to inform the individual about these "blind spots."

I mean, how can something simple be so beautiful?

I didn't see it. I know I'm being real. I'm as real as I could be. Turns out there's much more... much, much more of me than meets the eye. I can't believe I am capable of doing those things. Small things that made such an impact on you.

This is for you. Thank you for showing me my blind spot. I thank you for reminding me to love what I am even more. Now I stand firmer, with my head up high, knowing that each and everyone of us can make a difference.


Thank you for letting me be me.

spell my name... and what it means (???)

From YackS!!!

SPELL YOUR SURNAME tapos...yun na yun! galing sa friendster 'to...

A: you like to drink.
B: you like people.
C: you are really silly.
D: one in a million.
E: great in bed.
F: you are dead sexy.
G: you never let people tell you what to do.
H: you have a very good personality,
looks and a very good kisser.
I: great in bed.
J: people adore u.
K: you're wild and crazy.
L: unbelievably great in bed.
M: great in bed.
N: you like to drink a LOT.
O: awesome kisser.
P: you are popular with all types of people.
Q: you are hypocrite.
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way)
S: easy to fall in love with.
T: you're loyal to those you love
U: you are really silly.
V: you are not judgemental
W: you are very broad minded.
X: you never let people tell you what to do.
Y: best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z: always ready.

OK....

S: easy to fall in love with (wooshoo???)
E: great in bed (abaganaman?!?!?)
S: easy to fall in love with (ulitin ba? hehe.)
B: you like people (yeah, i do!)
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way) (i could be...)
E: great in bed (at panindigan na?!?!?)
N: you like to drink a LOT (why am i sensing this ain't right? )
O: awesome kisser (how would you know? only one way to find out...)

SO... who's next??? HAHAHAHAHA!

Personal

Overflowing thoughts... not bad at all. Although it could be risky because maybe... you're not aware of the things you really want to say; you end up saying the wrong things, creating gaps, bruises and all that.

Stupidity must not take over you mind. Stupidity must not take over your heart.
Wait... do I even know what I'm saying... really?

It's about an hour and a half to go till school starts. What's it gonna be? Will I just float around like the rest of the crowd? Or will I stand up and stand out because they have to know I have something so share... something to say.



Blah, blah... BLAH.

Later, people.

6WeirdThingsAboutMe

Eto daw kasi yun e... galing kay Kebs ang akon...

OK. ETO NA.

1. MUSIC LOVER 3.0 - Kahit anong trip ng music ay pwedeng-pwede kong sakyan. Ayos lang sa akin. May mga times na depende sa mood, syempre, kaso hindi naman. Nagko-compose ako out of the blue pero hindi ko naman sinusulat o rinerecord agad... ngunit pag ginawa ko naman - let's say three months later - ay tanda ko pa rin every detail.

2. SCRIPTWRITER/DIRECTOR/ACTOR 5.0 - When it comes to sticky situations at kailangan mong lumusot dito A.S.A.P. - at nagkataong kasama mo ako - tinitiyak ko sa'yo na makakalusot tayo dyan. Wag ka nang magtaka kung palagi kami nina Che at Ykay sa C.R.

3. THE ULTIMATE TORPE - All I have is my singing to impress a girl. Yun ang usual first move ko pag ako'y dumidiskarte sa isang babae. Figured out that I could start it from there. Pero sumasablay pa rin ako. Mahiyain talaga ako sa mga babae lalu na pag gustung-gusto ko.

4. THE ULTIMATE HOMEBODY - Kung ako ang papipiliin, gusto ko sa bahay lang ako e... Basta gusto ko lang... Sa bahay lang talaga ako...

5. I LOVE SEX - Not in the way that you are thinking, people.

6. I'M A VIRGIN - Ask me for details.

the GO signal

My father just gave me the ultimate blessing.

He said he sees my future as a musician. This could be a very good career for me, he said.

I'm so happy!


Later, people. God Bless you all!

Warm Milk and Dishwashing

It keeps me calm. It makes me want to sleep. It makes me forget whatever happened today, the bad things at least.

It's around 1:30 in the morning and I just finished cleaning the kitchen. Pots, pans, utensils, dishes, cups, glasses, the works. But you know what? It feels good that you'll sleep with a clean kitchen... a clean home.

Currently passing time so I decided to blog. I'm uploading pictures from the Bulusan Trip. The place hasn't changed a bit.

I bought Silent Sanctuary's Fuchsiang Pag-ibig CD and a box of cookies... to listen to and to go with the warm milk I'm drinking now.

*sigh* Life is good.

Peace out, guys!

could've been forever...

My Love...　

届かないまま
ひとり抱きしめて眠るの

Your Love...

もう一度... 

Please?
時を戻せたらいいのに

優しい微笑みが　心を離れない

あなたは　きっと永遠に

私の宝物だから

二人で過ごした記憶を

大切にして　ずっと忘れない

My Love...

泣き出しそうなの
ふいに溢れてく切なさ

Your Love...

恋しくて...

Please?...


せめて　その声を聞かせて

逢いたくて逢えない　季節だけが過ぎる

あなたは　ねぇ　どんな道を

あれから　歩いてるのでしょう

離れて　初めてわかった

かけがえのない愛があったこと

哀しみもいつかは
想い出に変わるのかな
痛みのカケラさえ
失くしたくない　すべてを

あなたは　きっと永遠に

私の宝物だから

二人で過ごした記憶を

大切にして



ずっと忘れない


Really... It could've been forever...




Still... I still...

Sweet Dreams, my butterfingers...

Didn’t mean to take you for granted... Didn’t mean to show I don’t care
Didn’t mean to throw away this once in a lifetime of chance, being with you

And I’ll drive for two hours to bring Butterfingers
I don’t mind the distance... this kismet's a dance
This time I surrender my everything forever
Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together

Pride no longer has room in me... On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love you
Please hear me now

And I’ll drive for two hours to bring Butterfingers

I don’t mind the distance... this kismet's a dance
This time I surrender my everything forever

Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together

This time I surrender my everything forever


Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together

And I’ll drive for two hours to bring Butterfingers


I don’t mind the distance... this kismet's a dance

(dance, dance, dance...)
(dance, dance, dance...)


This time I surrender my everything forever


Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together

This time I surrender my everything forever



Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together


This time I surrender my everything... (my everything...)
Oh, oh, oh...

And I’ll drive for two hours to bring Butterfingers



I don’t mind the distance... this kismet's a dance...

Hmmm...

Does it take a minute to find a special person?

An hour to appreciate her?

A day to love her...

...but an ENTIRE life to forget her?

I fear NO ONE...

...but GOD.

Secret... Part two...

Here we go again...

I feel that something's up...

I KNOW SOMETHING'S UP!!!

But (I know...) it's none of my business...

...still I want to know why because I feel involved...

...but not really.

There ARE hints... questions that are bugging me...

But I'll just bite my lip, regretting that I may say someting wrong... something that may ruin our relationship.

Yet that something could be nothing at all...

...or that nothing that's really something.

I'M GOING BERZERK...

I don't want them to lay their cards on the table, but I just wish that they would come to their senses AND JUST TELL US THE TRUTH...

I killed my ex... because that's how I roll.

Pick the month you were born in

1 - I ran over
2 - I killed
3 - I needed
4 - I raped
5 - I killed
6 - I cuddled with
7 - I ran naked with
8 - I slept with
9 - I stabbed
10 - I licked
11 - I banged
12 - I smoked


Pick the day (number) you were born on

01 - your grandma
02 - the Kool-Aid man
03 - a horse
04 - a pornstar
05 - your mom
06 - you
07 - a bag of weed
08 - a prostitute
09 - a toothbrush
10 - a jew
11 - a homo
12 - the trojan man
13 - Paris Hilton
14 - a whore
15 - a cat
16 - a pickle
17 - a mexican
18 - a bisexual
19 - a dog
20 - an orange
21 - a crackhead
22 - a bowl of cereal
23 - a easter egg
24 - my ex
25 - a condom
26 - a jar of honey
27 - a lesbian
28 - a homeless guy
29 - a french fry
30 - your dealer
31 - a stripper


Pick the color of shirt you are wearing

White - because thats how I roll.
Black - because I'm sexy.
Pink - because the lil people told me to.
Red - because I have AMAZING boobs.
Blue - because I'm cool like that.
Polka Dots - because I hate my life.
Purple - because I'm gay.
Gray - because I love marijuana.
Orange - because I have double D's.
Green - because I'm beautiful.
Other - because I smoke crack.
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose.
Brown - because I had to.
Shirtless - because I've got abs.


What's yours?

vacation is near...

what are your plans?

TO ME: How's life?

It's been quite fine. New turning points in my life.

Work. Call Center. Should I take a whack at it?

          I'm planning to undergo training because... I want to.

Singles For Christ. Bowling Tournament - February to March

          One more week and we'll know who wins. It's been quite a blast.

Friends. I'll miss them.

          Don't get me wrong, I'm very thankful for them. And I promise we won't drift apart.

Mangoes. Sour.

          I'm waiting for them to ripen.

CD'S. Chicosci, Bamboo, Andy McKee, Julianne

          Watch out for reviews...

Grocery Shopping. Re-stocking for the week.

          I ran out of cocoa. Bummer.

Bodybuilding. Ouch.

          Yet... Yeah.

Sex. None.

          Honestly.

Music. Forever.

          Enough said.
          Collaborations? Yipee!

Subscriptions. Readers' Digest and TIME.

          Comes with free telescope, pouch bag and travel case.

Studies. One more year.

          Finally...

Love. What?

          Yes.

Mom. Death anniversary.

          First one. Been a year... *sigh*

Doubts. Aside.

          Faith. In front.

Tell me what you feel...

Secret...