the GO signal

My father just gave me the ultimate blessing.

He said he sees my future as a musician. This could be a very good career for me, he said.

I'm so happy!


Later, people. God Bless you all!

Warm Milk and Dishwashing

It keeps me calm. It makes me want to sleep. It makes me forget whatever happened today, the bad things at least.

It's around 1:30 in the morning and I just finished cleaning the kitchen. Pots, pans, utensils, dishes, cups, glasses, the works. But you know what? It feels good that you'll sleep with a clean kitchen... a clean home.

Currently passing time so I decided to blog. I'm uploading pictures from the Bulusan Trip. The place hasn't changed a bit.

I bought Silent Sanctuary's Fuchsiang Pag-ibig CD and a box of cookies... to listen to and to go with the warm milk I'm drinking now.

*sigh* Life is good.

Peace out, guys!

could've been forever...

My Love...　

届かないまま
ひとり抱きしめて眠るの

Your Love...

もう一度... 

Please?
時を戻せたらいいのに

優しい微笑みが　心を離れない

あなたは　きっと永遠に

私の宝物だから

二人で過ごした記憶を

大切にして　ずっと忘れない

My Love...

泣き出しそうなの
ふいに溢れてく切なさ

Your Love...

恋しくて...

Please?...


せめて　その声を聞かせて

逢いたくて逢えない　季節だけが過ぎる

あなたは　ねぇ　どんな道を

あれから　歩いてるのでしょう

離れて　初めてわかった

かけがえのない愛があったこと

哀しみもいつかは
想い出に変わるのかな
痛みのカケラさえ
失くしたくない　すべてを

あなたは　きっと永遠に

私の宝物だから

二人で過ごした記憶を

大切にして



ずっと忘れない


Really... It could've been forever...




Still... I still...

Sweet Dreams, my butterfingers...

Didn’t mean to take you for granted... Didn’t mean to show I don’t care
Didn’t mean to throw away this once in a lifetime of chance, being with you

And I’ll drive for two hours to bring Butterfingers
I don’t mind the distance... this kismet's a dance
This time I surrender my everything forever
Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together

Pride no longer has room in me... On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love you
Please hear me now

And I’ll drive for two hours to bring Butterfingers

I don’t mind the distance... this kismet's a dance
This time I surrender my everything forever

Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together

This time I surrender my everything forever


Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together

And I’ll drive for two hours to bring Butterfingers


I don’t mind the distance... this kismet's a dance

(dance, dance, dance...)
(dance, dance, dance...)


This time I surrender my everything forever


Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together

This time I surrender my everything forever



Life doesn’t matter, just our souls together


This time I surrender my everything... (my everything...)
Oh, oh, oh...

And I’ll drive for two hours to bring Butterfingers



I don’t mind the distance... this kismet's a dance...

Hmmm...

Does it take a minute to find a special person?

An hour to appreciate her?

A day to love her...

...but an ENTIRE life to forget her?

I fear NO ONE...

...but GOD.

Secret... Part two...

Here we go again...

I feel that something's up...

I KNOW SOMETHING'S UP!!!

But (I know...) it's none of my business...

...still I want to know why because I feel involved...

...but not really.

There ARE hints... questions that are bugging me...

But I'll just bite my lip, regretting that I may say someting wrong... something that may ruin our relationship.

Yet that something could be nothing at all...

...or that nothing that's really something.

I'M GOING BERZERK...

I don't want them to lay their cards on the table, but I just wish that they would come to their senses AND JUST TELL US THE TRUTH...

I killed my ex... because that's how I roll.

Pick the month you were born in

1 - I ran over
2 - I killed
3 - I needed
4 - I raped
5 - I killed
6 - I cuddled with
7 - I ran naked with
8 - I slept with
9 - I stabbed
10 - I licked
11 - I banged
12 - I smoked


Pick the day (number) you were born on

01 - your grandma
02 - the Kool-Aid man
03 - a horse
04 - a pornstar
05 - your mom
06 - you
07 - a bag of weed
08 - a prostitute
09 - a toothbrush
10 - a jew
11 - a homo
12 - the trojan man
13 - Paris Hilton
14 - a whore
15 - a cat
16 - a pickle
17 - a mexican
18 - a bisexual
19 - a dog
20 - an orange
21 - a crackhead
22 - a bowl of cereal
23 - a easter egg
24 - my ex
25 - a condom
26 - a jar of honey
27 - a lesbian
28 - a homeless guy
29 - a french fry
30 - your dealer
31 - a stripper


Pick the color of shirt you are wearing

White - because thats how I roll.
Black - because I'm sexy.
Pink - because the lil people told me to.
Red - because I have AMAZING boobs.
Blue - because I'm cool like that.
Polka Dots - because I hate my life.
Purple - because I'm gay.
Gray - because I love marijuana.
Orange - because I have double D's.
Green - because I'm beautiful.
Other - because I smoke crack.
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose.
Brown - because I had to.
Shirtless - because I've got abs.


What's yours?

vacation is near...

what are your plans?

TO ME: How's life?

It's been quite fine. New turning points in my life.

Work. Call Center. Should I take a whack at it?

          I'm planning to undergo training because... I want to.

Singles For Christ. Bowling Tournament - February to March

          One more week and we'll know who wins. It's been quite a blast.

Friends. I'll miss them.

          Don't get me wrong, I'm very thankful for them. And I promise we won't drift apart.

Mangoes. Sour.

          I'm waiting for them to ripen.

CD'S. Chicosci, Bamboo, Andy McKee, Julianne

          Watch out for reviews...

Grocery Shopping. Re-stocking for the week.

          I ran out of cocoa. Bummer.

Bodybuilding. Ouch.

          Yet... Yeah.

Sex. None.

          Honestly.

Music. Forever.

          Enough said.
          Collaborations? Yipee!

Subscriptions. Readers' Digest and TIME.

          Comes with free telescope, pouch bag and travel case.

Studies. One more year.

          Finally...

Love. What?

          Yes.

Mom. Death anniversary.

          First one. Been a year... *sigh*

Doubts. Aside.

          Faith. In front.

Tell me what you feel...

Secret...