5.27.2008

34 Things About Me (from Osyr)

Pare, paltan ko lang ng rules ha? Hehe. Saka yung set of questions ay 34 lang. Tingnan mong mabuti yung last part, simula number 25 at 33. Hehe!




I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, if you're more of a lurker, or if we already know everything about each other.


BE HONEST! Answer the questions in your blog, then tag FOUR people!

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
No.

2) What was your dream growing up?
To be a good singer.

3) What talent do you wish you had?

Guitar playing.

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

Any kind of beverage. Just as long as it's refreshing.

5) Favorite vegetable?
All the green, leafy ones.

6) What was the last book you read?

Readers' Digest June 2008 issue

7) What's your zodiac sign?
Gemini

8) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
No. I wish I had a tattoo, so I settle for the henna ones.

9) Worst habit?
Biting nails.

10) If you saw me walking down the street, would you offer me a ride?

Given that I know you, yes I would.

11) What is your favorite sport?
Badminton.

12) Do you have a negative or optimistic attitude?

I do my best to be optimistic most of the time.

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

I'd stare at you in the eye and sing the BEAM toothpaste jingle... without laughing.

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
When my mom died. I have to be strong, but still I miss her.

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

I can give you SIX! Click here.

16) Do you have any pets?
We have one dog.

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

That depends.

18) What was your first impression of me?
A smart(y-aleck) person.

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

Cute. Still it depends upon the make-up.

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

My belly, turning them to abs takes a lot of hard work.

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
I could be both.

22) What color eyes do you have?

Black.

23) Ever been arrested?

No.

24) Bottle or can soda?

Bottle.

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

Save it in my account.

26) What's your favorite place to hang at?

Home, Mug Café

27) Do you believe in ghosts?
No.

28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

Music.

29) Do you swear a lot?

Depends on what I'm drinking.

30) Biggest pet peeve?
Someone who doesn't know what a pet peeve is.

31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Blue.

32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

HELL YEAH!

33) Do you believe in God?

HEAVENS YEAH!

34) Who are the FOUR people you're tagging?
KEVIN, JE-ANNE, YKAY, and JAI



5.12.2008

Chapter 1: blue

This is about something that I just want to write about, and I hope you will read it from start to finish. Yes, I know it's been awhile since I wrote a real blog, but for some reason, I've become preoccupied with so many things, that I just don't want to post anything. Maybe it's because I'm denying myself the fact that I can write and I have to write. I know that I have to say some things but I really can't... until now.

Yesterday was mother's birthday. We went to the cemetery to pay our respects. Just want everyone to know that.

I'm bothered by a lot of things. I really do not know how to pick myself off the ground because of what happened. But as Fergie said in a song... "...I'm gonna miss you like a child misses (his) blanket, but I've got to get a move on with my life." If you see me now... I'll boldly say...

I'm beginning to know what LOVE is.

No, not LOVE in general. I think you know what I mean. I'm longing to be with someone, but still I have the courage to wait for the right time. There just comes a time when you think about these things, I guess. Every night before I go to sleep I think about what might have been if I made a move. Would I be too aggressive? I'm not that type, but I am scared of that impression. People say I do look tough because of my shaved head, broad shoulders and huge built.

I don't want to be misunderstood.

I think you could call me a late-bloomer when it comes to... ehem... certain things. Tropapips say I am good-looking (although I don't really see it) so I should take that advantage to... score. This little black book concept is getting too strange for me. Sometimes, I think I am committing a huge sin if I start to something. I told a friend about that. That friend I consider someone who's the suave type. Lord knows how many people he has slept with, but he knows that I know it's just a game. He said, "Pare, it's all in the mind... It's all in your mind." Really now? I just feel too different about it. What about, you say? Hmmm... maybe the risk of getting caught? When you cheat, you play dirty. Everyone knows that. Whatever the situation is... it feels wrong to me.

I'm not that type of guy... Well, I do my best not to be...

In some gigs, I feel it. Yep, the pressure of... getting it on anytime soon. That's night life. Anything can happen, you can be whoever you want to be. Your fantasies can be real, even just for a night.

But what happens when the sun rises?

After the bars close, bottles downed, food purged, and urges fulfilled... what's next? Nothing. Nothing happened really. Or you can act... pretend as if nothing happened. Still there is that small part of you not wanting it to end. You just want to drown in all the booze that you can handle and seize the guy or girl who rubs up on you and makes you dance on the dance floor... the bedroom... the kitchen... your car... your hummer... your truck... the bathroom... Admit it, you don't want it to end. It just goes on and on. But it does disappear.

And in the end you long for what's REAL.

To those who found them already, congratulations. Hold on to them. Remember the reason why you are with that person. All the temptation in the world can't penetrate what you have if what you have is real. Cherish every moment that you have with them. Do not take them for granted. In this life, you may do everything in your power to plan and do what you want... but you'll never know what happens next.

To those people who are me, live you life. Go. Move along. Don't be afraid to make mistakes but just the same, be careful not to make them. You are not stupid. You are single, but you are not alone. You're not ugly, fat, stubborn, strict, a nagger, a chatterbox, or anything else. You are YOU. This sounds cliché but there is definately someone for you. You may look for them, or they may find you. Just remember to never give up on the LOVE that I am talking about. Whatever from of LOVE it is, you can always make more when you need it.

I'd like to share something I've read from a shoutout from a friend's Friendster profile:

"If what's ahead scares you, and what's behind hurts you, just LOOK UP for someone to help you."

I just hope I made sense. Even though... in some crazy way... maybe I don't know what I'm saying.








But in my gut I get the feeling that...



Yeah...





I DO.






Peace, y'all.

L-O-V-E (Jai tagged Me.)

RULES:

A.
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.


B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

C. Notify the person who have tagged you that you've posted this to your blog.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
It already happened to me. I didn't contact her until she couldn't take it anymore. Siya ang naghabol. Bakit ako? Hindi naman ako yung naagkasala. *hahaha*

2. Who will you choose, the person who loves you or the person you love?
The person I love.

3. What's your take on same-sex marriages?
I have friends who are in that relationship. They're not hurting anyone. Don't bother them.

4.Are you inlove?
Maybe. CrazyCool.


5. What's your ideal lover like?
Someone who can tolerate... anything?

6. loving someone or being loved by someone else?
BOTH.

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
That's entirely up to me, I guess. I have no freakin' idea anymore.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Ano bang klaseng katanungan ito? *Jai, may alam ka ba? Hehe.*

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Yes.

10. What do you want most in life?
Challenges. Good challenges.

11. Is being tagged fun?
Yeah, I guess.

12. Name people you cannot live without?
My family.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
No idea. Meron yata. Ewan!

14. What kind of person do you think to the person who tagged you?
A genius. A goddess!

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Single and absopositutely muthaeffin filthy RICH!!!

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you anymore, what would you do/how would you react?
Move along, little froggy. Get over it and get re-acquainted. Then, pin her down. (Wha???)

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes.

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
P****G I** PATI!

19. What type of friends do you like?
Frogs.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
I'll laugh about it! That's the purpose of pulling a prank, right? Of course, I'll apologize.


I'll TAG: liza, ozzy, riki, vito, sheena, pink, cheryl