I'm ready.

I'm tired of complaining.

I'm sick of just sitting around.

I'm don't want to be that guy who just keeps on whining.

I'm actually gonna do something about it.

I WILL do it. I am now willing to make the sacrifices. I willing to step out of my comfort zone. I don't know where it will bring me. I may get hurt along the way, but I guess I'll just have to suck it all up. Just growl loud.

I will start. I will keep doing it. I will continue doing it.

Slowly but surely, I'll get there.

It's about time I made some actions. I could keep dreaming. No, wait. I will keep dreaming. As I continue with my journey, I will keep dreaming. I will learn everyday. I may fall, but I won't give up. I will make it. I will succeed. I will wake up each day with something to look forward to. I won't be the same person. I will make it because I know I can make it.

To the people who will help me in the way, Thank you. God Bless you.

To the people who will try to break me down, Thank you. You are there to test me. Just be sure that you know who you're dealing with.

Yes, I've been lonely. It's been kinda grim, to tell you the truth. Uncertainties have been lurking along the way, making me question my sanity.

Judge me.

Hate me.

I don't care.

Go ahead.

Step on me.

Push me to the edge.

I'll be ready.

BRING IT ON. 

blogging sa cellphone... kasi na-stranded

Good day, guys! Eto ako at walang kuryente dito sa amin. Kaya dito ako sa cellphone nagba-blog. Hehe. Quite painstaking, I know. But I figured out magkwento na rin ako kahit papano. Biruin nyo, inabot kami ng bagyo sa Mug Café kahapon. Kasi nga, si Frank hindi man lang nagtext na darating na pala. Haha! Ayun! Stranded kami nina Che at ang kanyang boyfriend na si Lovic. Hehe. Inabot kmi ng 5 am bago naka-alis.

Ihahatid na sana namin si Che sa kanyang tahanan, kaso pagdating sa entrance ng subdivision nila ay tumirik ang sasakyan ko! Waaaa! Nagawan din naman ng paraan. Yun nga lang nakapagtulak talaga si Lovic habang ako ung nasa manibela. Kaya pare, salamat talaga.

Sinubukan naming dumaan sa ibang ruta, e baha na rin. Then, sinubukan namin through diversion road... kaso may bumagsak na malaking puno. Wala talagang makakadaan! Waaa! So we were back from where we started... sa Mug Café. Kinuha na ni Lovic ang motor niya at sa bahay muna namin nakitulog si Che kanina. Wala talagang magagawa at bagsak na ang mga katawan namin. Haha!

Lampas na si Frank dito sa amin. Sa ibang parte ng Lucena may kuryente na ulit. Dito, wala pa. Ngunit makapag-blog lang ay mobile internet na lang ako. Wahaha! Ohman, I miss you guys! Paramdam naman kayo sa akin! Dun sa mga hndi pa nakakaalam, bago na ang number ko last December pa. PM nyo na lang ako para bigay ko sa inyo.

Hanggang dito na muna mga tropapips. Pagod na ako sa pagta-type sa keypads! Haha! Basta, ingat kayo. And I pray that you and all of your loved ones are safe.

Peace out! God Bless.

blueeses music

I have a new playlist!



I'm going to update this playlist with new songs from time to time. This will be in my Multiply Homepage as wellas my Friendster profile page.

If you want any of these songs, just send me a private message, OK? Thanks!

Ace Asero, Krayzie V. and blueeses in: Pilipinas

This is quite the collaborative effort.

For my part, I kept my singing style as smooth as possible in contrast to the hip-hop sample which just happens to be one of my favorite songs, "Shape of My Heart" by Sting. But for this version (which I call the "Shape" Mix) I used samples of the version used by the Sugababes.

TITLE: Pilipinas [Shape Mix]
Artists: Ace Asero/Krayzie V. of MHC/blueeses
Composers: Ace Asero/Krayzie V./blueeses

(Contains a sample of "Shape of My Heart" by Sting and "Shape" by Sugababes)

To download the song, click H E R E.

To ser Ace.I hope this is up to your expectations.

Yes, I am promoting. Hehe.

I have posted some performance videos oy my group, Rev2. Che is with me, while I do the keyboards and vocals too.

I am inviting you to check out the videos by clicking on the titles below:

CARELESS WHISPER
HIM
SWEETEST GOODBYE
BE MY NUMBER TWO
UMBRELLA
BEAUTIFUL LIAR
GO ON GIRL

Feel free to watch them. And I do hope you could leave some comments.

More post like this, I hope. Haha!
God Bless! Peace!

34 Things About Me (from Osyr)

Pare, paltan ko lang ng rules ha? Hehe. Saka yung set of questions ay 34 lang. Tingnan mong mabuti yung last part, simula number 25 at 33. Hehe!




I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, if you're more of a lurker, or if we already know everything about each other.

BE HONEST! Answer the questions in your blog, then tag FOUR people!

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
No.

2) What was your dream growing up?
To be a good singer.

3) What talent do you wish you had?
Guitar playing.

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Any kind of beverage. Just as long as it's refreshing.

5) Favorite vegetable?
All the green, leafy ones.

6) What was the last book you read?
Readers' Digest June 2008 issue

7) What's your zodiac sign?
Gemini

8) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
No. I wish I had a tattoo, so I settle for the henna ones.

9) Worst habit?
Biting nails.

10) If you saw me walking down the street, would you offer me a ride?
Given that I know you, yes I would.

11) What is your favorite sport?
Badminton.

12) Do you have a negative or optimistic attitude?
I do my best to be optimistic most of the time.

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
I'd stare at you in the eye and sing the BEAM toothpaste jingle... without laughing.

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
When my mom died. I have to be strong, but still I miss her.

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
I can give you SIX! Click here.

16) Do you have any pets?
We have one dog.

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
That depends.

18) What was your first impression of me?
A smart(y-aleck) person.

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Cute. Still it depends upon the make-up.

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
My belly, turning them to abs takes a lot of hard work.

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
I could be both.

22) What color eyes do you have?
Black.

23) Ever been arrested?
No.

24) Bottle or can soda?
Bottle.

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
Save it in my account.

26) What's your favorite place to hang at?
Home, Mug Café

27) Do you believe in ghosts?
No.

28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Music.

29) Do you swear a lot?
Depends on what I'm drinking.

30) Biggest pet peeve?
Someone who doesn't know what a pet peeve is.

31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Blue.

32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
HELL YEAH!

33) Do you believe in God?
HEAVENS YEAH!

34) Who are the FOUR people you're tagging?
KEVIN, JE-ANNE, YKAY, and JAI

Chapter 1: blue

This is about something that I just want to write about, and I hope you will read it from start to finish. Yes, I know it's been awhile since I wrote a real blog, but for some reason, I've become preoccupied with so many things, that I just don't want to post anything. Maybe it's because I'm denying myself the fact that I can write and I have to write. I know that I have to say some things but I really can't... until now.

Yesterday was mother's birthday. We went to the cemetery to pay our respects. Just want everyone to know that.

I'm bothered by a lot of things. I really do not know how to pick myself off the ground because of what happened. But as Fergie said in a song... "...I'm gonna miss you like a child misses (his) blanket, but I've got to get a move on with my life." If you see me now... I'll boldly say...

I'm beginning to know what LOVE is.

No, not LOVE in general. I think you know what I mean. I'm longing to be with someone, but still I have the courage to wait for the right time. There just comes a time when you think about these things, I guess. Every night before I go to sleep I think about what might have been if I made a move. Would I be too aggressive? I'm not that type, but I am scared of that impression. People say I do look tough because of my shaved head, broad shoulders and huge built.

I don't want to be misunderstood.

I think you could call me a late-bloomer when it comes to... ehem... certain things. Tropapips say I am good-looking (although I don't really see it) so I should take that advantage to... score. This little black book concept is getting too strange for me. Sometimes, I think I am committing a huge sin if I start to something. I told a friend about that. That friend I consider someone who's the suave type. Lord knows how many people he has slept with, but he knows that I know it's just a game. He said, "Pare, it's all in the mind... It's all in your mind." Really now? I just feel too different about it. What about, you say? Hmmm... maybe the risk of getting caught? When you cheat, you play dirty. Everyone knows that. Whatever the situation is... it feels wrong to me.

I'm not that type of guy... Well, I do my best not to be...

In some gigs, I feel it. Yep, the pressure of... getting it on anytime soon. That's night life. Anything can happen, you can be whoever you want to be. Your fantasies can be real, even just for a night.

But what happens when the sun rises?

After the bars close, bottles downed, food purged, and urges fulfilled... what's next? Nothing. Nothing happened really. Or you can act... pretend as if nothing happened. Still there is that small part of you not wanting it to end. You just want to drown in all the booze that you can handle and seize the guy or girl who rubs up on you and makes you dance on the dance floor... the bedroom... the kitchen... your car... your hummer... your truck... the bathroom... Admit it, you don't want it to end. It just goes on and on. But it does disappear.

And in the end you long for what's REAL.

To those who found them already, congratulations. Hold on to them. Remember the reason why you are with that person. All the temptation in the world can't penetrate what you have if what you have is real. Cherish every moment that you have with them. Do not take them for granted. In this life, you may do everything in your power to plan and do what you want... but you'll never know what happens next.

To those people who are me, live you life. Go. Move along. Don't be afraid to make mistakes but just the same, be careful not to make them. You are not stupid. You are single, but you are not alone. You're not ugly, fat, stubborn, strict, a nagger, a chatterbox, or anything else. You are YOU. This sounds cliché but there is definately someone for you. You may look for them, or they may find you. Just remember to never give up on the LOVE that I am talking about. Whatever from of LOVE it is, you can always make more when you need it.

I'd like to share something I've read from a shoutout from a friend's Friendster profile:

"If what's ahead scares you, and what's behind hurts you, just LOOK UP for someone to help you."

I just hope I made sense. Even though... in some crazy way... maybe I don't know what I'm saying.








But in my gut I get the feeling that...



Yeah...





I DO.






Peace, y'all.

L-O-V-E (Jai tagged Me.)

RULES:

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

C. Notify the person who have tagged you that you've posted this to your blog.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
It already happened to me. I didn't contact her until she couldn't take it anymore. Siya ang naghabol. Bakit ako? Hindi naman ako yung naagkasala. *hahaha*

2. Who will you choose, the person who loves you or the person you love?
The person I love.

3. What's your take on same-sex marriages?
I have friends who are in that relationship. They're not hurting anyone. Don't bother them.

4.Are you inlove?
Maybe. CrazyCool.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
Someone who can tolerate... anything?

6. loving someone or being loved by someone else?
BOTH.

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
That's entirely up to me, I guess. I have no freakin' idea anymore.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Ano bang klaseng katanungan ito? *Jai, may alam ka ba? Hehe.*

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Yes.

10. What do you want most in life?
Challenges. Good challenges.

11. Is being tagged fun?
Yeah, I guess.

12. Name people you cannot live without?
My family.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
No idea. Meron yata. Ewan!

14. What kind of person do you think to the person who tagged you?
A genius. A goddess!

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Single and absopositutely muthaeffin filthy RICH!!!

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you anymore, what would you do/how would you react?
Move along, little froggy. Get over it and get re-acquainted. Then, pin her down. (Wha???)

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes.

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
P****G I** PATI!

19. What type of friends do you like?
Frogs.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
I'll laugh about it! That's the purpose of pulling a prank, right? Of course, I'll apologize.

I'll TAG: liza, ozzy, riki, vito, sheena, pink, cheryl

Good Enough...

...I am...






I tell myself...




I have no idea if it's real, though.
Lack of confidence? Not really. Natatanga lang siguro ako.

Eto na ba yun? This is another risk that I have to take.
Is this right? Will I breakdown?






They tell me, "Take a chance."

"Why don't you?"

"Don't be afraid."








"It's about time."






Well...











I hope they're right.

Mabuti pa ang mga ipis...

Nakita ko to sa isang gasulinahan sa San Fernando, Pampanga.



Yun lang.

Have a good Lenten Season.

for me.

Don't try to be better than everyone else.



It has its advantages. *and you know what they are*

what if...

You're time is up?

What would you do?

It's about time.

I'm tired of complaining.
I'm sick of just sitting around.
I'm don't want to be that guy who just keeps on whining.




I'm actually gonna do something about it.



I will start. I will keep doing it. I will continue doing it.
Slowly but surely, I'll get there.

It's about time I made some actions. I could keep dreaming. No, wait. I will keep dreaming. As I continue with my journey, I will keep dreaming. I will learn everyday. I may fall, but I won't give up. I will make it. I will succeed. I will wake up each day with something to look forward to. I won't be the same person. I will make it because I know I can make it.

To the people who will help me in the way, Thank you. God Bless you.
To the people who will try to break me down, Thank you. You are there to test me. Just be sure that you know who you're dealing with.

Yes, I've been lonely. It's been kinda grim, to tell you the truth. Uncertainties have been lurking along the way, making me question my sanity.

Judge me. Hate me. I don't care. Go ahead. Step on me. Push me to the egde. I'll be ready.









BRING IT ON.

(Blue TaLking) Chances

NOTE: This is another updated post from a blog done sometime ago. Click HERE for the original blog.

PLAY before you start reading:




We've all been given chances. But most of us don't grasp the right concept of that chance. Or, maybe the concept is grasped, but something happened along the way.

Don't know much about your life
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out
And maybe this is going too fast
And maybe it's not meant to last

Some say it's better the second time around. Some say, third time's the charm.

Then again, some say, when it comes by, you grab it... for it may never come back again.
There are things I missed. There are opportunities that could've been mine if I didn't mess up. I know I've messed up...BIG TIME.

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say?

Here's a wake-up call:

The funny thing about whatever happens... you can start all over again and try to do it right, no matter how impossible it may seem. Because we all know that something better will come along our way. And, hold on to your horses, that something better could be the same one that you passed the last time. Oh, come on. You all know that's true.

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

There are experiences though that you can't take on your own. I mean, things that are are bigger than you could have anticipated. It's like a one-two punch that was headed your way, and you weren't even prepared. It makes you afraid. It makes me scared of what happens next. It pulls me back. I give in to what other people say. My flaws, my insecurities... I believe that they're right. I forget.

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.

So talk to me, talk to me, like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me, like lovers do.

You just have to believe in yourself. Don't be afraid to help. Don't be afraid to ask for help if you need one. Keep on re-shaping your life. Learn from your mistakes. Never dwell on them. How do you start? START!

The destination is very important... true. But enjoy the scenery as you pass by.

Love Like This

I really love this song by them. This is Natasha's first US single for her second US album, Pocket Full of Sunshine. I don't know if it's playing in Manila radio already. But I think some of you may like it too. So, enjoy!

They're talking behind my back...

...but I know what they're saying.





It's either because I heard them (careless)...




...or I heard it through the grapevine.






They hate me.







I know they hate me.











*bulls---*

LETHAL

There's something burning inside
I'm on the edge but it feels like I'm stuck on the ground
And there's no one else to turn to -- but you

All I see is you all around
Gently breathing, heart stops beating
Knowing that you're by my side

Make me whole, break me down
Do it all over again

Your kiss is dangerous
You have no equal
I'm poisoned by your touch
Your love is lethal

There's something holding me back
It's written in the air but I know it's all in my mind
Hold you, feel you, kiss you, taste you...
..oh, when can I?

I'm your soldier
I'll keep you alive, hold you through the night
I'll be your soldier... if you let me
I'm your soldier
No one else could ever be
I'll be your soldier... if you let me

I didn't realize:

It was near dinner time, dad and my brother were talking about stuff. I just finished cooking. We were all quite famished.



















I was just going at it normally, when it hit me when we were about to start eating.I set an extra plate when in reality there was only three of us who were going to eat. I don't know what was that about. All I know is, yes. I miss my mother very much.

As we remember and visit our loved ones this season. Let them be our inspirations as we go on with life.


Later, y'all. Peace.

ramble.

rain.

blue.

oatmeal.

yum.

food.

think.

hurt.

pain.

act.

cold.

inside.

heat.

love.

hate.

shout.

outside.

front.

back.

wander.

feel.

touch.

see.

hear.

walk.

run.

jump.

scream.

forget.

regret.

dumb.

stupid.

light.

blind.

dark.

missed.

everything.

hidden.

music.

woman.

man.

you.

me.

stop.

don't.

leave.

return.

come.

go.

What does my name mean?

Go HERE and try out yours...
I did two versions, for my full name and my nickname. Turns out that it fits my point of view perfectly. Coincidence, I suppose. But it's a nice boost for me.

Enrico

Lord of the manor "Teutonic"

Your calm manner and maturity belie a fierce determination to be at the top where you can exercise authority and get things done. Although somewhat of a rebel you attract much support through treating others with kindness and friendship. You have a broad scope and are naturally drawn to travel or projects which can expand your knowledge and understanding. Your talents and generosity bring you emotional and material contentment.

Eric

Ever powerful, kindly "Norse"

You are a visionary with courage and enthusiasm if a little hasty at times. Your ambitious nature can be satisfied when you apply wisdom, patience and self-discipline to your vitality and zest. You have wonderful way with words and may be drawn to the communications arena where there is the potential for great success. Your generous and warm nature attracts many friends and loved ones.